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28th-Jan-2017 11:28 pm - Mel and Linds
You know. A lot of fandom gave Melanie and Lindsey a lot of shit for moving to Canada. But it turns out they were the smart ones.

Wish I was Canadian right about now.

Fuck Trump.
10th-Jan-2017 07:53 pm - Its been soooooo long!
Tonight I was thinking about fandom and queer as folk and a conversation with friends got me thinking abut live journal and strikethrough and moving to IJ and yeah...

10 years ago man.

THAT IS BANANAS!

Where does the time go?

I still love you all. Queer as Folk fandom was one of the highlights of my life. I met lifelong friends there and had so much fun!
10th-Apr-2016 08:22 pm - In which I mostly read my own fic and then watch a few vids...
I'm such a narcissist. Every time I do come back here over the last few years, if I bother to read any fic, it is almost always my own. HA!

Today my stroll down memory lane includes:

Playing with DollsAction Figures
Worth A Thousand Words
Say Yes
Business Casual
Maybe
Lucky
Set The Fire To the Third Bar

And then I fell down a vid hole when I went to see if there was a vid for Set the Fire to third bar. There was, but I didn't love it. But I did find this Glad You Came. Which is really well done, but much too short.

And then I watched this: A Thousand Years. Which I've shared before, but am sharing again because I'm a sucker for this cheesy song.

And now I'm watching the show...309 because that was apparently where I left off last time on netflix. I am pondering watching from the beginning again...
8th-Apr-2016 10:53 pm
Its been a long long time. Just dusting off the cobwebs. If anyone is out there reading this, I hope you are doing well. :)
24th-Nov-2015 08:53 pm
After being off for 6 weeks to recover, I am at high anxiety thinking about going back to work. There is going to be a giant mess to clean up. I'm emotionally not feeling up to the challenge at all.

And I'm massively stress eating. And I need to not. Although I haven't gained any weight by the scale, things moved around and shifted, and my new scares are really sensitive, and none of my clothes are comfortably fitting. So I need to lose some weight, not stress eat.

Argh.

I just needed to let that out somewhere.
14th-Nov-2015 12:26 am - Hello!
So I actually came over here to whine about real life, but then wound up using all my time to share the insanity that is my brain in the comments of this post See Comments for proof of my crazy.
13th-Jul-2015 08:56 pm - Squee!
I'm not sure in the history of tv or movies or books, that there has ever been a scene that makes me squee as much as the last scene of 308.

Tonight I watched 406, which was a delight. Justin is particularly adorable in this episode. It of course isn't a delight at the end when Vic dies, but the Justin and Brian bits, sheer delight.

I like the counterpoints of Ben and Brian in this episode when their respective partners are excited about Rage, and how they respond to that.

Brian kicking Justin's feet on the couch at Babylon, and drunk!justin, perfection.

The gym scene, adorbs.

I went from this episode back to 308, now that is a fine night of television.

:)
6th-Jul-2015 11:02 pm - Tumor!fic
And anyway, you don't get jealous when two puppies frolic. You cock your head, think, "Aww, isn't that precious," then when they're all tuckered out, you pick up your mutt and go home.

Still one of my favorite lines of all time from any fic.
6th-Jul-2015 07:22 pm - The BIG Problem with 513
There is a BIG problem with 513 BIG PROBLEM. And it isn't what you think it is.

You should help me discuss it over at [info]oaf_coffeeclub.

:)
28th-Jun-2015 10:02 am - 312
On this morning's rewatch list when I should actually be getting ready to go to a baseball game - 312.

Call me a wimp, but I totally skipped past all of the ted/emmett parts. I just can't.

Debbie at the orgy is pretty much the best thing ever. bwahahahaha. Although Justin's reactions the morning after are almost as entertaining.

"You better buckle up, for safety." "You ask too many questions." hehe. Brian and Hunter, always entertaining.

Hustler!Justin :) "Fucking teenagers..." *snort*

Oh no! There is a problem with watching this episode, I now immediately want to watch 313. And I can't. Boo.

Also, I have only 2 icons of 312 now. SCREW YOU IJ! :(
28th-Jun-2015 09:34 am - Wet
If you need some help getting going on this Sunday morning...

Wet

As an added bonus, [info]outlander, this video almost makes it look like Brian can dance.


In other news, my journal needs a simplified facelift. I need a new banner. But this isn't 2008. So I can just say that and someone will make one magically appear. Boo.
27th-Jun-2015 11:27 pm
If ever you feel like you need some help ripping out your heart and shredding it into little pieces. Or, less dramatically, you just need a good cry..

This was always my best source for all the death!fic you could ever want to read. Thanks so much [info]pendulumchanges!
26th-Jun-2015 04:06 pm - 311
Really, how do they manage to make taking off a sock look so sexy?
26th-Jun-2015 02:20 pm
So.
Very.
Happy.
25th-Jun-2015 11:31 pm - Squee!
Can't stop watching...

So far I've watched 308, 310, 311, 402, 511, 512 and 513. In no particular order. What next?

Comments so far after watching those episodes...

Brian and Justin are still ridiculously pretteh.

I have fits of laughter every time Brian is overly dramatic, which is far more often than I had remembered. Like seriously he can be season 1 Justin level dramatic, and it is hilariously adorable.

Melanie really did have the longest pregnancy ever recorded on tv.

Britin is FUCKING HUGE. HUGE. Way bigger than I remembered. And frankly fits Brian's personality just fine by that point in the show. He kept it, right? Just like the rings. Seriously, maybe he bought it for Justin, but then he realized how fabulous it was and even if he didn't need it anymore, why not just keep it anyway, right? Like I don't want that house, I think I love tiny houses, but I'm pretty sure if I already owned that house, I'd be like, this thing is fucking amazing and I could probably get a lot more for it if I fixed it up right? So I might as well...and then boom, I'm living there, cause it is BEAUTIFUL.

Sorry, that was all very random. Clearly I just finished watching 511.
24th-Jun-2015 08:26 pm - 513
Thoughts while rewatching 513 this evening:

1. I remember when the "Its only time" speech made me so sad. Now it makes me laugh so hard. Omg he is such a drama queen.

2. My only real complaint about the last episode is that aesthetically, I don't love the sex scene.

3. I wouldn't change the ending. Brian in the strongest space he's ever been mentally, is kind of perfect. He really can't dance, but that doesn't stop the last scene from being absolutely gorgeous.

Also, and I've had this thought many times, not just tonight: I'm certain that a few months after Melanie and Lindsay moved to Toronto and marriage became legal in Massachusetts, they had second thoughts about moving to Toronto. I'm certain that since they were already in Toronto, they decided to give it their all. I'm certain that roughly a year later, after realizing they could be much closer to everyone in western Massachusetts, and Melanie could practice law, and that their marriage would still be recognized, they moved to Massachusetts. And they built a beautiful life there.
24th-Jun-2015 07:20 pm - A Thousand Years Poll
I know, I know! World's CHEESIEST song. But I love it. And apparently so do vidders...

Poll #7599 A Thousand Years
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

Pick your favorite:

View Answers

A Thousand Years
1 (50.0%)

A Thousand Years
0 (0.0%)

A Thousand Years
1 (50.0%)

A Thousand Years
0 (0.0%)

Srsly?
1 (50.0%)

A Thousand Years
1 (50.0%)

Ny, I didn't even recognize everyone in that last one!
1 (50.0%)

Dear god, thank you for not including the brian/michael A Thousand Years video in this poll.
2 (100.0%)



PS I think I must have lost a lot of icons. I don't seem to have nearly as many as I remember having. Sadness.
23rd-Jun-2015 11:01 pm - Never enough
I think I'm having a mid-life crisis or something.

I seriously should be in bed. This is not 8 years ago and I do not have the stamina to stay up all night playing on IJ and then go to work like an adult in the morning anymore.

On a side note. I don't have nearly enough icons. How did I ever think I had enough??

PS Brian really was a giant schmoop.
20th-Jun-2015 04:09 pm - Au revoir
Before I leave and probably don't return for another year until tomorrow....Bed of Roses I seriously have no fucking recollection of having written that. Or why I wrote it. Which just makes me feel really old. Oy.


And also, just read this The Good Chinese Daughter by Xie, which I had never read before I don't think. So good!


I always meant to move my stuff over to AO3, but it always just seemed like too big of a task...
20th-Jun-2015 02:55 pm - Memory Lane
I've been taking a trip down memory lane today. Which took me back to what is probably my favorite story I ever wrote for QaF, Cut Me Open.

Which was inspired by what was definitely my favorite fandom challenge, Challenge in Two Parts.

I'm biased though, I produced two stories and 1 graphic for that challenge, and they are some of my favorite fan works I've done.
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