Yes... :)

It's nice to know sometimes.

LOL. I understand.

I have a long list of fandom stuff I want to do... and instead I'm just sitting here staring at my computer. I can't seem to focus on anything.

focus can be a highly elusive creature.

(((((((HUGS))))))))

I am. I was just reading your previous entry.

I've been reading your journal entries but haven't commented yet. I know you've got a LOT going on right now and I wish I had a way to make things easier for you so you weren't hurting so much. I'm sorry that everything feels so bad right now.

♥

thank you bg. it'll get better. and maybe there is nothing anyone can do to make things easier, but sometimes it just helps to know i'm at least a teeny tiny bit less alone than i feel.

You're not alone.

I've been lurking for the last month and even though I'm not commenting very much right now, I still feel connected to everyone in fandom. I'm just not inter-acting much.

Maybe reading some fics or watching a few of your favorite episodes might help?

i need to go through a phase like that...but i don't think it's in my blood, i've never been much of a lurker.

i think reading is a bit beyond my capabilities at the moment, but yeah, maybe i'll pop in some episodes in a bit.

When my manic depression gets really bad, I withdrawl from everyone and everything. It's the only way I can cope. Hence, the lurker mode.

I really wish there was something I could say to help you. I do know how you feel and it sucks. Hard.

*hugs you hard* i'm sorry you've been having a rough patch of your own.

Sort of. IJ is loading slow and I'm contemplating bed.

yeah...it is a bit.

Hello!

xie, are we perhaps going to get any xena/gabrielle for bbtp?

Why yes, we are!

excellent. :)

Hiya.

long time no see, lol.

Sort of, on the crappiest hotel internet connection ever. *kicks it*

oh, that is teh wrong. but then remember the days, lik 4 years ago, lol, when they didn't even have internet connections except dial-up at hotels?

Heh. I feel like I'm on dial-up! Those were the bad old days, for sure.

Yup. I'm around.

Well hello then. Sometimes it's just nice to know these things.

No problem. I'll be up for at least another hour, though IJ's being a bit finicky.

yes, IJ is not my friend tonight at all.

Sort of. :)

how exactly is someone sort of there? lol. cause i got that answer a lot.

I guess in a sort of random, I am just sitting here, not really participating, kind of way.

I'm so behind it's depressing. On top of already being depressed, it's rather crappy.

pfft. how can you be behind? just pick up where you are at and forget the rest. if it was desparately important fo ryou to know the person would have notified you.

Well, there are gift exchange posts. Those seem fairly important, yet I can't seem to get started...

i haven't even been able to read the one written for me :(

and when my finally gets posted (i resent it but sanami is sleeping) don't read it because it sucks ass, so that is one less for you to worry over.

and...they will still be there a month from now, read them when you are bored and WANT something to read. sometimes someone suddenly reads something of mine like months after i wrote it and they leave a comment and i'm all yay for surprise comments and don't mind at all that i got it months later.

I don't think that ever happens to me...comments later.

I feel like I should at least read the one someone wrote for me, though.

Yikes! Yours is really long. I'll have to tackle that later!

is it? well then definitely not tonight.

yeah i feel like i should read the one for me too...but i just can't