After being off for 6 weeks to recover, I am at high anxiety thinking about going back to work. There is going to be a giant mess to clean up. I'm emotionally not feeling up to the challenge at all.
And I'm massively stress eating. And I need to not. Although I haven't gained any weight by the scale, things moved around and shifted, and my new scares are really sensitive, and none of my clothes are comfortably fitting. So I need to lose some weight, not stress eat.
I just needed to let that out somewhere.